My Mistake

Mom and Dad, I’m so sorry..

I swear I will not do this again, except if it really needs. I feel so useless child in this world. Sorry Mom, Dad, I hope you know what I’m feeling. I feel so bad. I don’t know what I have to do now. I feel uncomfortable with this L I’m so sorry. I know it’s all my mistake. I know it’s named “KARMA”. Thank you Allah, You give me parents like them. Me love them so much :”

16th

September 20th 2011©

Terimakasih ya, semua. Gue terharu banget lah gila! Seharian penuh dari H-1 ya gila gue di-diemin sama orang-orang terdeket gue! Rasanya gimana coba? Ga enak banget-_- gue aja sempet mikir “ah, maybe this year is the worst birthday”. Tapi ternyata enggak!!!!! Menurut gue, di tahun ini adalah perayaan ulangtahun gue yang ke 16tahun dan itu....it’s my best birthday ever! Hahahaha. Terharu tau ga sih L sedih juga. Seneng juga. Senengnya karena......karena ada salah satu senior-yang-sangat-saya-sukai pun dateng ke surprise party tersebut. Terbang dulu deh ah hahaha :’D

The 1st cake ya gue kasih ke TAKE trus ke RUSNA trus INTAN. Bagi gue, mereka temen terdeket gue, semoga sampe nanti kita tua yah :’D. Trus the 2nd cake-nya gue kasih ke senior-yang-sangat-saya-sukai itu. Sisanya ya kita bagi-bagi lah hehehehe.

Pokoknya terimakasih bangetbangetbanget buat semua yang udah ngedukung acara itu yaaah. Terutama Take, Rusna, Edwin, Intan, Retno, Yolanda, Via, Indah, Febri, Fikar, Rifqi, Ajeng, Gusti, Rizky Paramitha, Yuli, Ka Aldy, Ka Haris, Ka Wawan dan semuanya-yang-gue-gatau-siapa-lagi gue ucapin berjuta triliun bintang terimakasih banget yah. Terharu tau. Ternyata masih ada orang yang sayang sama gue. Never mind i'll find the best friend like you all. Hehehe I LOVE YOU ALL©©

With Love,

WADA

September 30th 7:40

Balada Maya si Wada

Holla. Follow twitter Wada ya, klik aja disini. Mention aja kalo mau di followback :'D add Y!M-ku ya : wadda_wad, trus kalo mau skype add aja mniswah :" see you soon!

Lebaran Tiba!!!!!

Hallo semuanya yang baca blog ini._.

Lebaran udah selesai, tapi baru sempet nulis blog lagi nih hahaha-_- mohon maaf lahir dan batin ya semuanya. Maafin wada kalo wada banyak salah sama kalian. Yang disengaja atau ga disengaja. Wada kan hanya orang biasa yang banyak salah uhuhuhuk. Maafin yaa :-)

J

Maafin Wada

Wada yang sabar ya....

Susah memang. Susaaah banget cari cowok yang emang bener-bener baik buat gue. Apa mungkin ini pertanda kalo gue bukan orang yang baik, makanya ga dapet-dapet cowok yang baik.

Wada baik kok, cuma.....ga baik. Ahahaha :-) Wada selalu dibuat sakit hati. Apa sih salah Wada sama kakak? Apa?

Wada tau kok, Wada tau kalo Wada bukan wanita yang baik dan solehah seperti apa yang kakak inginkan. Tapi Wada kan lagi mau berusaha. Sebelum terlambat.

Maafin Wada yang telah membuat hari-harimu terganggu ya. Maafin Wada karena Wada udah suka sama kakak. Sungguh, kalo Wada diberi kesempatan (untuk saat ini sampai entah kapan) agar hati Wada tidak menyukai orang, Wada akan memilihnya. 

OH PHP YA?

TUHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

MAAFIN DIA! MAAFIN DIA YANG TELAH MENYAKITI HATIKU.

Sakit hati banget asli, ga boong. Rasanya mau mencabik-cabik dirinya biar sadar! Aaaa ya Allah sabar banget deh gue di PHP-in!

Dalam rangka HUT RI ke-66 ini, gue berdoa agar INDONESIA ANTI PHP (PEMBERIAN HARAPAN PALSU)!!! Gue sakit hati. Tapi gmn?

Aku syg dia banget, Kakaaaaaak L ga tega kalo mau nyumpahin dia kena karma. Aaaa wada terlalu lemah! Wada kenapa sih skrg jadi lemah gara-gara cowo?

Sudah lah Wada. Dia itu hanya ada di dunia maya, dunia yang.....yang ga sepenuhnya bisa gue control. Gue cuma bisa berkhayaaaal dan berkhayal terus. Tapi gue sakit hati juga lama-lama.

Jadian gih sana. Wada iklas wada ridho kokJ ditunggu PEJE nya ya J

NB: “don’t ever love someone who you never meet with him/her”

Sayangi Orang Tua Kita Seperti Mereka Menyayangi Kita

Gue............gue ya gue. Kadang suka mikir gak sih? Kalo jadi orang lain tuh enak, ga ngebosenin, seru deh pokoknya. Pernah ga kesel sama orang tua, sampe mikir “gue mau ganti orang tua”! LOH LU KIRA MEREKA PAKAIAN apa main ganti-ganti aja. Sebenernya kalau kita mikir di sisi positif, apa yang orang tua bilang ke kita itu juga buat kebaikan kita. Bukan cuma sekedar “iseng” buat ngelarang2 kita melakukan apa yang kita mau. Tapi memang disatu sisi negatif, kita mikir “apaan sih ini orang tua gue? Mereka kan gatau apa-apa! Mereka kolot!” tapi inget yaaaa meskipun orang tua kita gatau apa-apa tentang hidup dan kehidupan di zaman sekarang, tapi mereka pasti ngerti keadaan hati kita.

Contoh:
waktu kecil ibu kita menyusui kita dengan cara dipeluk, di erat dengan kehangatan. Dan apakah skrg kalian merasakan pelukan meraka? Apakah kita memikirkan seberapa sulitnya dia waktu kita berada di perut mereka? Tidak kan? Kita hanya bisa mengucapkan “Ah!” atau “Ih apaan sih!” dikala pikiran kita lagi suntuk atau emang lagi gak mood.

Oleh karena itu, kita harus menghormati dia. Gak cuma ibu, ayah pun harus kita hormati. Untuk sebagian ibu yang berprofesi sebagai ibu rumah tangga, ayah adalah orang terpenting karena berkatnya, ibu dan anak tersebut dapat makan sehari-hari.

Cerita dibawah ini...ya menunjukkan nilai moral yang sangat bagus kok. cerita ini sempet gue jadiin script buat drama bahasa inggris, eh tapi gajadi deh haha-_-

I WANT MY MOM BACK

(Jeniffer enters the living room. She is discussing with her mother because she doesn´t let her go out with her friends, and because she´s not having a good behaviour)

Jeniffer: But I´m fifteen years old!  I want to hang out with my friends.  How come I can´t come after midnight?  All my friends do!

Mother: You are not as old as you think,  and if your friends go home late… you are not!…  young lady.  You are my daughter and while you live in this house you will do as I say.

Jeniffer: It´s not fair… you just want me to do what you want; I am a good daughter…

Mother: Let´s see good daughter… how come you don´t have good grades in mathematics?  How come you don´t wash the dishes when I tell you do do it?How come you don´t go to bed early?  You should do what I tell you to do, not when you want to do it.

(Jeniffer gets angry and starts to read a magazine)

Jeniffer: OK, whatever you say… I am not perfect.

Mother: You know what?  I have to go… it´s getting late for work.

(While leaving she gives instructions)

Mother: Clean the bathroom and the living room, and wash your clothes… Oh, and don´t open the door to strangers…

(and she leaves)

Jeniffer : (furious) bla…bla..bla… I am not going to do anything!  I wish I had another mother!

(suddenly Jeniffer hears a voice)

Voice: Your wish is granted!

(Jeniffer jumps up to the sofa and covers her head with the magazine)

Jeniffer: Who are you?

Voice: I am your fairy godmother, sweety!

Jeniffer: That´s not true… It´s only my imagination.

Voice: Little girl… this is a great opportunity!  You asked for a wish… and you woke me up… so tell me… what kind of mother do you want?

Jeniffer: OK, fairy godmnother.  To begin with I am not a little girl! And….

Voice: OK Miss…. Tell me what you want, I don´t have your time.

Jeniffer: Let me think…. I want someone that treats me well, that lets me do what I want to do, and someone that buys me everything I want, and everything I like.

Voice: Your wish is granted!

(mother1 enters the room very nicely dress and she sits in the sofa to read a magazine)

Jeniffer: Wow!  Listen mom…

Mother1: Little girl, don´t call me mother… I spend a lot of money in plastic surgeries just to look younger, and you call me mom!

Jeniffer: I´m sorry… I just want to tell you that I want to go out with my friends, and I want to come home late… and I need some money to buy things that me look just as beautiful as you…

Mother1: (she gives Jeniffer her credit card)  Take it, and do whatever you want to do.

Jeniffer: Do you remember that the other day I told you about a girl that was…

(Mother1 interrupts Jeniffer)

Mother1: I gave you what you want… I don´t have time to listen to your stories… I am going to the beauty shop.  Bye!

(Mother1 leaves stage)

Jeniffer: What is wrong with my mother? Do I know her?… Oh no!  This is not fair… fairy godmother!

Voice: Why are you yelling?… tell me how things went with your new mother.

Jeniffer: You exaggerated… I wanted to talk to her, but she wouldn´t let me.

Voice: What do you want then?

Jeniffer: I want her to be nice to me.  I want her to love me and to listen to me.

Voice: Are you sure that´s what you want?

Jeniffer: I am sure!  Come on… do it!

(Mother2 enters stage)

Mother2: My dear daughter, my flesh and blood, I missed you so much!  How are you sweetheart, tell me everything you want to tell me, I am all ears… tell me what has happened in your life.

Jeniffer: Oh mother, relax… everything is fine, I just wanted you to be different, but not too different!

Mother2: Sweetheart, tell me what you want to eat… what do you want to tell me?… tell me everything…

Jeniffer: Oh mother, stop it! I can´t breath!

Mother2: Do you need some air, sweety?  I´ll turn on the air conditioner.

Jeniffer: No mother, I don´t need some air… it´s just that …

Mother2: Are you tired?  Sit down, I´ll take off your shoes.  Do you want a massage, sweetheart?

Jeniffer: No mother… you don´t understand… Do you know what?  Go to the store and buy me something to eat, I am hungry.

Mother2: Sure sweetheart, what do you want to eat?

Jeniffer: Buy whatever you want.   Bye mother!

(Mother2 leaves stage)

Jeniffer: What is wrong with you fairy godmother?  Why do you give me what I don´t want to have!

Voice: Sweety, you told me that you want someone who cares for you, who loves you, and who listens to you.

Jeniffer: Yes I know, but not that much.  Maybe, someone strict, but at the same time that cares for me and loves me.

Voice: Very well… I am giving you what you asked for…

(Mother3 enters the stage looking angry)

Mother3: Stand straight!  (Jeniffer stands up straight as a soldier) Did you want to eat something?

Jeniffer: (frightened)  Yes…

Mother3: You have to say… yes, mam! yes mam!…

Jeniffer: Yes mam!…

Mother3: From now on, food will be served at 12 pm., not before or after.  You are not allowed to go out after 10 pm.  You will watch television from 5 to 6 p.m., and you will go to bed at 8 o´clock.  Understood?

Jeniffer: Yes, mam!… but… can I go to bed a little bit later, and can I go out with my friends?

Mother3: You must follow the rules… there will be no changes… and now you must clean the house, I have to go shopping.  And when I come back I expect everything to be really neat, if not you will be punish… understood?

Jeniffer: Yes, mam!

Mother3: Oh, and I do all this because I love you.

(Mother3 gets out of stage)

Jeniffer: I can’t believe it!  What is wrong with you fairy godmother?

Voice: What is your problem?  I give you what you want, and you get angry at me!

Jeniffer: Yes, because it´s not fair.  I trusted you and you are having fun of me…

(Jeniffer cries)

Voice: Listen Jeniffer, I just wanted you to see what you have at home…you don´t have to be looking somewhere else what you already have… now tell me… does your mother care for you?

Jeniffer: Yes, she cooks my favorite food.

Voice: Does she listens to you when you have something to tell her?

Jeniffer: Yes, she´s always there for me.

Voice: Does she punish you?

Jeniffer: Yes, but I don´t like to be punished.

Voice: Look… when we are young we don´t see that our mother is taking care of us, and that is a way of showing love.  When you grow up, then you can take your own decisions.

Jeniffer: Well, yes, but I get mad because I want to go out and she doesn´t let.

Voice: Look… being a mother is a full time job.  Even if she is not here right now she prays for you all the time, and she tries hard so you can be comfortable… each one of us has the best mother in the world.

Jeniffer: Yes, I understand, It´s just that sometimes is hard to be a good daughter.  I want my mother back!

Voice: And for her, it´s also hard to be a good mother…

(the cell phone rings and Jeniffer  answers it)

Jeniffer: Hello… mother!  I am happy to hear your voice… yes don´t worry about me, I am fine… are you coming home?  Yes mother, I will clean the house… What do I want to eat?  Yes, pizza it´s fine…  Mom, I want to tell you something…  Thank you for being my mother… you are the best mother in the world… and forgive me for being the way I am with you… I will try to be a better daughter… You are the best, don´t worry… I love you mom… ok, I´ll wait here for you.

(Jeniffer hangs up the phone)

Thanks you fairy godmother, you showed me a lesson.

The End

exfour :(

30 May 2011, 8:47

Udah mau ujian kenaikan kelas, gimana yaaa...gue sebenernya udah klop sama kelas gue yang sekarang. Yaitu kelas X-4 (EXFOURNITY). Disitu gue ngerasain gimana rasanya kebahagiaan, kekompakan dan kesatuan. We are the exfournity. Nanti pas naik kelas, ada yang masuk IPA ada yang masuk IPS juga. Dan kita misah. Sedih deh...tapi gimana ya. Emang harus begini keadaaannya. Semua harus berubah menuju yang lebih baik. Sebenernya gue kepengen sampe kelas XII bareng-bareng sama exfour tapi gimana mereka kan juga punya pilihan hidup. L

Yaudah lah ya intinya gue terkesan aja sama kelas ini. Udah mau 1 tahun kita temenan. Kita 1 kelas bareng, ada yang kelompok bareng, bikin almamater, nyumbang-nyumbang uang buat yang ulang tahun, beli kado, seru-seruan bareng aaaa sedih deh kalo diinget L

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Excellent XFOUR in Violence Solidarity

Gua mau meceritakan sifat-sifat temen sekelas gua hahaha no offense guys! Ini ada didalam hati gua yang terdalam LJ hahaha

Ririn = dia duduk sebangku ama gua. Orangnya baik, kadang suka ngeselin sih. Tergantung mood, suka galau, tapi kocak kalo lagi polos. Suka marah-marah, tapi gua ama ririn kan twins hihi J

Take = dia anak gua nomer  1. Cantik, baik, ramah, idiot lagi. Idiotnya itu sihhh masih lebih parah temennya tuh namanya Rusnah hahaha J

Dinda = dia anaknya autis, idiot, gua gatau harus berkata-kata apa. Baik sih, baiknya musiman. Jahatnya sering :p suka ngata-ngatain orang, terus suka banget baca komik dan suka hal2 berbau Jepang J

Febri = dia..autis sih tapi ga separah Take hahaha :D baik orangnya, kalo diajak becanda bisa sih, Cuma kadang-kadang ampe nangis hahaha terus enak kalo diajak jalan-jalan J

Kerin = dia ini emak gua, gatau kenapa seneng aja sama kerin kalo lagi becanda ya lucu aja. Kerin ituuu baik kok cantik, kadang-kadang suka jutek sih. Tapi musiman gitu jutek :p

Via = via ini temen pertama yang gua kenal di X-4. Baik, cantik, kadang ngeselin. Gua bete banget kalo si via udah judes nih hahaha anaknya asik kok buat diajak jalan-jalan

Nadira = nadira ini autis dan idiot hahhaa. Kalo ketawa kayak keledai masa :p nadira baik, kesan pertama gua masuk X-4 yaitu kalo gua ngeliat mukanya nadira, dia itu miriiiip banget sama adek kelas gua di SMP gitu deh, anaknya nyebelin banget tau L tapi nadiranya mah kocak J

Intan = intan ini anaknya baik, pelit tapi!!! Apalagi kalo lagi ulangan gitu. Peliiiit se-pelit-pelitnya orang pelit! Hahaha :p tapi baik kok, modis, enak kalo diajak belajar bareng J

Yayan = yayan itu orangnya ramah. Ga judes. Pinter lagi. Gua sering banget jahatin yayan, tapi Cuma bercanda tauuu wkakaka

Hani = hani ituuuu baik. Ga pelit, eh pelit deh. Pelitnya kadang-kadang tapi ga pelitnya juga kadang-kadang hahaha terus pinter banget tau dia apalagi fisika huft iri deh

Ayu = ayu ini orangnya ayu. Cantik, imut kayak boneka jepang. Lucu deh mukanya, baik lagi orangnya. Polos, enak buat diajak jalan-jalan. Ayu ini orangnya ramah, tapi kadang-kadang jutek gitu hahaha

Indri = dia orangnya baiiik, cantik lagi, kesan pertama gua kenal sama indri tuh dia orangnya jutek, judes, pilih-pilih temen gituuuu eh ternyata engga kok J

Amalul = amalul ini orangnya baiiiik banget, bukan baik aja :D gua seneng temenan sama amalul karena dia itu orangnya lucu, ga ngebosenin, suka ngelakuin hal-hal aneh lagi! Orangnya apa adanya kok J

Dhea = gua sih udah temenan sama dea dari SMP, dea itu orangnya baik kok ga jahat. Tapi kadang-kadang suka konyol :p

Andini = andini ini orangnya baik, kadang ngeselin, sering baik juga kok. dia moody, kalo moodnya jelek yaah yaudah lah siap2 aja dijutekin haha. Dia penari india di X-4, kalo udah ngeliat andini nari pasti deh “wah” hahahaha J

Ery = ery itu kocak banget L gua seneng deh kalo ngepangin rambutnya dia. Rambutnya jatoh gitu kan kayak JB haha-_- baik, ganteng, gak sombong lagi J

Vita = vita ini orangnya baik banget, ramah, cantik lagi. Tapi kalo moodnya lagi jelek atauuu ada masalah mungkin yah, si vita ini suka judes, jahat, gua aja ampe takut kalo liat dia marah-maraaah ewww

Abdul = gua sih ga deket-deket amat ya sama Abdul, Cuma pendapat gua, Abdul itu orangnya solid. Terus gua sempet takut gitu kalo olahraga main volley ada Abdul, takut kena bola L tangannya gede banget T_T

Rizky = pak ustadz dikelas X-4, baik banget orangnya. Suka ceramah, kalo ngajarin temen2 tuh keliatan banget ikhlasnya kwkwkw terus dia ga sombong kalo dia dapet nilai 100/ yaa pokoknya nilai-nilai yang tinggi. Tapi suka nyebelin kalo lagi becanda malah di ceramahin L

Padang/ Rendy = menurut gua, padang itu orangnya berpengaruh dengan suasana kelas. Baik, tapi suka selengean, bandel, tapi baik loh dia J

Bibah = diaaaa baik sih, lumayan. Gua ga deket2 amat ama bibah Cuma yaaa tau aja kalo dia baik, kadang ngeselin juga sih hihi

Desi = desi itu kadang baik kadang judes banget. Kalo lagi ngeselin yah rasanya gua mau marah-marahin dia tapi engga deh malah gua yang di mop hahaha. Setiap hari ketemu dia pasti ada kata-kata “TOLOL” “IDIOT” “GOBLOK” atau apalah yang kalo dia yg ngomong itu jadi lucu L

Rahma = si “B3T3 L03” itu orangnya baik kok sebenernya. Cuma ya gitu, kalo aja dia orangnya mau berbaur gitu main ke ujung sana terus ke ujung sini. Dia orangnya ga judes kok, sweet malah. Enak kalo diajak jalan-jalan J

Rengganis = rengganis ini....imut banget L kadang suka nyebelin tau yah gimana yah wakawkwa

Dhani = dhani ituuu baik. Cuma suka jahat. Dani itu ganteng tau haha banyak banget yang ngefans -_- cool gitu lah orangnya, ah tapi kadang nyebelin! L

Mubdi = si ganteng ini idolanya febri dan ririn hahaha emang sih yah mubdi kan ganteng banget, cool lagi :D dia itu pinter lhoo jgn salah matematikanya jago banget huft jadi iri. Orangnya baik, mayan soleh lah J

Yogo = yogo baik sih, ramah, kadang lucu. Ah ga juga, dia nyebelin tau L tapi yogo itu pinter kok jadi bisa minta ajarin ama dia wkwkw

Yaya = yaya baik, jago komputer. Suka lucu, suka nyebelin juga apalagi L tapi baik koooook dia lucu aja mukanya wkwkw

Indah = baik, suka nyebelin tapi. Suka sok imut gitu hufffff yakan INDAH 10 juta? :p hahaha canda doang yaah

Itqoh = baik, alim lagi wkwk suka males-malesan. Itqoh ini ngaret banget orangnya yah tolong yah itqoh yah jangan ngaretnya lebay banget ampe 2 jam!!!-_-

Oji = wkwkw oji yah? Oji itu agak autis kayak si take. Lemot! Minta ditampol. Tapi oji baik kok. pertama masuk x-4 aja ada “OJI LOVERS” skrg berubah jadi “OJI LIVERS”.

Dina = dina baik kok, suka nyebelin tapi hahaha :p cerewet, suka ngeyel. Kalo ditanya bu Mudi masa mukanya ga ada ekspresinya ;p

Dino  = dino....emm baik kok. gua suka kasian ama dino kalo mau sekolah tuh susah rumahnya jauh banget dari 75. Lagian aneh2 aja milih sekolah yang jauhnya kemana-mana dari rumah huffff. Dia jualan aksesorin henpon, dikasih harganya murah lagi wkwkw

Arti = sering dipanggil anak baru gara-gara jarang banget sekolah. Anaknya baik sih ya lumayan, kadang ngeselin juga :p dia anaknya montok hahaha J

Jufi = ohiya ketinggalan nih our leader. Jufi baik sih, kalo diajakin kelompok mau kerja gituuuuu gak Cuma numpang nama. Tapi kadang ngeselin banget tau puih

*kalo ada yang kurang kasih tau ya, takut ada yang kelupaan*

I LOVE U EXFOURNITY©

Excellent XFOUR in Violence Solidarity J @ SMA Negeri 75 Jakarta

Nama : Mawaddatun Niswah

Absen: 22

My new moodbooster

Nama gamenya COUNTER STRIKE. Game ini kerjanya tembak-tembakan. Gue nembakin orang terus, gue sering salah nembak!!!!!!! Gue ga bisa ngebedain yg mana temen gue yang mana polisinya! Hahahaha tolol abis. Ngakak gue pertamakali main game ini. Tapi sekarang udah agak bisa laaaah. Kan udah diajarin ahahaha. Selama galau, bete, gatau harus ngapa-ngapain. CS bikin hidup gue berwarna. Meski serem dan berisik dengan adanya suara tembakan dan suara-suara begitu deh hahahah tolol abis.

Semoga gue jadi jago main CS terus ngajakin tanding deh wkakakak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mawaddatun niswah

1.47 16/5/2011

Who Will I Be

How to choose
Who to be
Well lets see
There's so many choices now
Play guitar
Be a movie star
In my head a voice says

Why not
Try everything
Why stop
Reach for any dream
I can rock
Cause it's my life
And now's the time

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be
Yea yea

If I decide
I'm the girl to change the world
I can do it anytime
Opportunity right in front of me
And the choices are mine

Why not
Try everything
Why stop
Reach for any dream
I can rock
Cause it's my life
And now's the time

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be

I want to find the who I am inside
Who will I be
I want to show the way
The way that I can shine
Yea (Who will I be)
oh yea, yea

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be (Who will I be)
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be
Woah
Who will I be
Who will I be

J